LOL

LOL today morning wake up 7.30am, lie in bed until 8.30am... :O coz ytd slp so long, then at night cant slp. slp at only 4.30am then wake up 7.30 3 hrs?! cant stay in bed any longer le. wake up uncle ask me ply game with him :O tired lorhs... maple~ then on msn. with rachel and tr. hahas fun leh, force tr say hw he kiss joyce, he said, but i dwun tell hahas, ltr joyce jie kill me! and tr jie fu also hahas, beta warn chel nt to say. cant tell marcus, his mouth arh, make sure whole class know LOL then today found out y kjy sad/sot she scared i like wkiat liddat treat her, coz she say wkiat last time also treat her like this, veh gd. she scared i also tat y act liddat. she say esthu no fwen find her, hv fwen dun care her. ke lian~ lols. then she change back alr then become sherhu de turn sot LOL! then she app off9. sien... joyce on fri on the bus say s4 then kiss, aft tat she say maybe nxt yr, then NXT DAY KISS ALR! LOL!!! funny sia she...~ today i keep thinking, should i change back to my old self? the quiet me. i think yes. quiet then nobody will know wat i thinking, i can do nth except laugh or smile :) last time i liddat derh mah~ until whole ava say i quiet! diaozzz i nt quiet, is dun like tok. unless i high then can tok alot lorh hahas. but nw hard to high le low low low all the way, then everytime see tr he will know... unless he veh tired? no time read emotions hahas

thats all bah, bye

By, Onew Lover(no special feelings)

bad day

Today go polyclinic, get inhaler, happy coz maybe hv asthma. hv asthma means hv chance to die or faint... hope when i sad will faint, fainting helps by chasing my worries away frm me temporary at least i can hv peace for a while. then forced to go swimming, i dwun go my bro cry. stupid rite coz dad purposely say everyone must go tgt. i damn tired. proven by slping frm 3+ to 9 u all believe now i tired? no rite b4 i slp. i slp so long then all believe. wake up hv 6 sms 2 kjy 3 sherhui 1 mf. sherhui worry kjy, kjy damn worrying, my best fwen, gan, confidant and alot more, she changed alot recently. frm mon i think. i dk why. she insist she nvr change she say liddat, hw i help her? then i tried, changing back to 5mths ago, no troubles only new to hyss, then acci pissed joyce and tr back. SRY! today dad scold me, coz i tell mum eat more chicken and duck, hv iron, then he say, chicken nt red meat is white meat, i though he jking coz i thought he means that chicken de meat white so not red meat, then i say i toking seriously then he scold me. haizz... today arh, feel like bang wall die. anyone can help me? at least make me faint mah. cannot de hua dun try. waste my effort u hv to make sure u hv the means to make me faint dun hv u dun do anything. dun hao lian, in other words thks. skipping dinner today, take my worries and troubles away by going hungry, gd method? agreed. alot ppl worry for me recently, thks everyone, really grateful to u all.

SENCIA, JOYCE, TER REN, RACHEL, SK, ASHLEY, KJY, WH,SHERHUI and many more to go... thks all these ppl, dun claim credit if ur name nt here, maybe ur name is in the 'and many more to go' slot. really love all these ppl. true words-rather be with them than with my family. dun say fwens dun care, these are nt fwens, they are confidants PLUS fwens. and can be great counsellors too. but hv to depend on whether u wan them to counsel u, they are veh gd ppl. they care and concern, they dun gv trouble. family do care and concern. but there are more troubles with family than with all these ppl. ytd sports extravaganza, asthma come, everyone tried to help, rachel joyce and wh, joyce lemme her water, rachel taught me ways to deal with asthma, wh showed alot concern, really. love them... last point-stay happy when with me, dun hv to feel sad abt making me sad, make me sad u happy i dun mind, hope everyone arnd me happy. i sad doesn't really matter anymore

Bye

By, Onew Lover (happy,sad)