happy bday~

Today rachel's bday, happy bday to u~ luv u de sorry dint gv u present, hadn't had the time to go get it... so sorry~ even i buy u also wun accept, only can quietly wish u happy bday... :) stay happy rachel chua~

Omg...

Today wake up 8.20am... why so early siak i ytd slp at 12 leh... late horh? i know :P then i wake up use com, msn and game. :) then someone attempt to force a secret outta me, i cnt say who cuz... jiu shi dwun tell :P~ force until veh chan but i nvr say, will affect alot ppl... normally i early say out le... then went to jp wif tr, meet at 1.30, i 1 go busstop then reach at abt 1.15. i tap out my card left 0.95!!! then we stay until 5. go lib entrance wait for my mum cuz she say wan gimme money to top up my brother's and my card. then tr wait wif me for her, then i go in car that time mum toking on phone, abt dad matters agn... sad... she say that my dad say to hre THIS AFTERNOON that she can find other man but cnt bring them home, wad crap is this... cuz he hv woman, then he smore tell my mum that he and the slut breakup luhh. then obviously haven rite? my dad nt those kind of 'GOOD SAMARITAN' pui! he go die beta. then today my mum gng out wif her frens, kinda gd cuz she gets to relax and nt feel so tensed up. then reach my gm hse that time only uncle brother playing com, cousins hving tuition, sian then blog lorh... my life veh 'exciting' horh, i know... exciting until i cnt take it wanna just collapse and die. the world would be a beta place without me. today go jp walk on certain pathways still think of them... miss them so much? think so... :'(

By, Jia Yin Lover

sad recently... :'(

Recently lost all my frens... Why? i totally dk anyth until they make everything obvious then i realised they all hating me... a while aft they hate me, i kept thinking that it was cuz of my cutting thing. Then realised its not, ppl arnd me tell me diff stories i dk how to change to make everything turn for the beta... really depressed at first when i found out my frens who console me, treat me as gd fren(maybe not now) i recall all the times i had wif them. Go jp also wan cry out loud le, saw that sk and chel removed me from their fb siblings... so hurt... :'( ppl tell me is cuz of my attitude, then another person say is cuz i tiao bo li jian, then ppl tell me is cuz i too action, i dk which one to work on, tiao bo li jian i dun even know whether i hv anot, maybe to me dun hv to them actually they thinking i wan spoil their relationship... my attitude is always say shit u...? i stopped for a long time alr... tired of it. i too action, may be bah... im sorry, will try and change de... sry i hv dissappointed u all, thks for the time u gave me and the things u taught me.

1) How to top up ez link card

2) How to go to jp(was a mountain tortoise last time)

3) Helped me on my homework ALOT!!!

4) Cheered me up until i got over the things that happened.

5) How to be independant

6) Taught me to be naughtier a bit(beta than being a geek/gig)

7) Listen to me when im down...

8) Willing to teach me with patience when i dont know anything

9) Told me wad to do when im at a lost...

10) Became a more happy person.

Easily came out wif 10... Hope u all can gv me 1 more chance, i cant afford to lose u all :'( at first i thought that it was impossible for u all to hate me overnight, i think is cuz u all hv not been very happy wif me for some time alr, just enduring, rite? I know... sry sry sry i truely realised my mistake, pls forgive me... :'( cried while posting. If u all think that ur life will be beta without me i understand... at most i'll just go, get out of ur sight. Wad matters is u'll are happy... :') Hope that chance in ur hands will come to me soon... :( will be anticipating its arrival...

Today rain a bit, we stay back to study in the canteen, jy esther and me~ then stay until 3++ wait for 1e3ians to come out from their remedial, then wkiat say many many things to esther, which make my hair stand :O then aft that 940 hannah jy and me go bbt shop, hannah buy bbt oreo chocolate!! ltr fat fat. 940 wan try i tell her dun cuz ltr fat fat lol. then 940 try the machine, 1 time mine alr!! then she fail haiz... bhb lol. then aft that walk to jy busstop wif her. play rain at thr, then i listen earpiece jy take my phone, then she pull me in. cnt play rain... :(/:) :( cuz cnt play rain :) cuz jy care~ :D. how i wish the 99 / 185horh, come later, come so fast!! barely 5min come take her away frm me... :( then walk home in the rain~ keep think of jy~ so faithful horh~? i dont think so. :(

Luv u all,

Elvin

By Onew Lover

Today ms siti going!!~

haiz... today ms siti last day in hyss le... so sad! ytd hv ava meeting, i go 1e3 wait jia yin. then they taking photo with ms siti, all ask me take tgt worh... then take with jy and ms siti, so many camera sia!!! play wif miiee izzit =,= then coco go push jy to me, ms siti take alot photo today say wan tag me aww! then i ask her help me pass rose to jy :D coz if i gv sure all make fun de lorh... early bday present+anniversary mah :D so sad sia today ms siti last day, nobody supervise me(ms siti sit behind me during geog) i scared lose ctrl sia then all start laughing coz i laugh! then mrs heng scarly faint arh whole class laughing at NTH!! so sad, today add ms siti fb. she hv 1000++ photo leh! sad sia tmr she go le, then i found out she nt going overseas LOL haha then relieved? she say come back we all graduated lerh but then can come back on event mah haha, then invite all ppl go 1 chat all add ms siti! ADVERTISING~~ LOL so fun but veh noisy lol. today i try cut myself use ashley scissors but then nt sharp enough or maybe i no strength? haven eat bah... only mark leh... then aft recess sk hao le, ashley emo... i dk he help her, i feel so useless when i try to help her but cant worh. haiz...

Today no gd.

Today morning still ok, then aft recess, ashley n sencia started emo-ing. Ashley emo coz wh nvr show her more concern and like show the whole grp concern(except me) except her, she then emo, sencia suddenly emo. Ask her dun emo she only nod head, ask her y emo, she only shake head. Ashley also same. Then i affected, alot, i emo also. then i go scratch myself during maths lesson, aft that hv spots, i think caused by too much scratching? i also dk, then i use wallet chain whack, a while ltr use watch whack, then aft maths, music, ms liau quite gd mood today, normally she come in scold the ppl who misbehave, but today she come in emo face, then suddenly we greet that time, she say, no eat izzit? then cheered us all up, abit. Then since all relaxed, i saw sk hv penknife, i go snatch, tried cutting my hand, at 1st she snatched away, then when she nt looking i snatch agn, naughty rite... cant ctrl myself. then i saw she hv scissors, can tell wad came to my mind? i go take, but she no see. then i started cutting, aft 2 slice nth happy, no mark no pain no bleeding, anything also dun hv, by the time she snatched back. then she nt looking i snatch agn, then she snatched back =,=... then i walk pass remus table saw scissors, quite sharp de. i go take, i say lend me yi xia. then i cut, 5 to 6 slice only mark, then 5s ltr, hv blood come out, that moment my feelings was, happy, glad, that thr was blood, then i too happy dint think, go tell sk, smore in a happy way, then she told joyce, who told rachel, they threaten tell ms liau. i say only small cut, then they say, small cut dunnid scared tell cher, i almost knelt dwn beg them... then joyce say wan tell tr, even scared! then i faster try quan her dun tell. then aft that the blood only so small lorh... but this show they concern abt me, i happy abt that... then come back play game, 3hrs to relax? but that game violent, make me feel worse, then chat msn with jia yin, she very diff on msn and in rl life, i prefer her rl life coz more relaxed, i chat with her msn smtimes dk wad to say cai hao... and i also dwun hurt her feelings. i really wished can hv more time for me cut my hand, i wan make longer and bigger scar. then bathe all the blood marks gone, so dissappointed. also cannot make too big and too long, ltr chre saw tell mum, i scared joyce tell cher cher tell mum that y tried all means to sotp joyce, i really down today... then come back jy still like this chat... nt blaming her, just feel sad for myself, i cry ytd night, listen to 'my love' love that seems so far away, can also say that for the love my parents and me once shared in the past. i long for that forgotten and lost love, although if i had really got that love now, i wouldn't know how to use it or show it anymore, im now relying on the love fwens in school and jy gv me, to fill up the space the love which my parents should gv me had left behind. I think im getting weaker by day mentally, i get mood swings frm small matters that are 'sad', they make me very sad. Trust me, frm my primary sch life, i nvr had true fwens b4, maybe only 3 to 4 of them, but now we dont hang out tgt anymore, only truely TRUE fwens are sk's grp now. I love them alot. But nt sure whether they love me, and tr also, i regard him as sk's grp, so i dint really leave him out. These ppl i love them more than anything else. I really hope they can stay with me all the way, maybe they dont like me like amanda and sy... which i dun really know. i hope they nvr dun like me n pretend that they still hangout with me...

Thats all bah... i think long post

By, Onew Lover

OHH!

Today mrning normal, need hand up journal worh then i nvr bring coz i brought a smaller bag. then monday lorh, progress report card also need, haven sign haiz! then all monday, today hw is geog, music and eng, completed eng and geog lerh. go jp with joyce jiejie, chel momma, and sk~ go the lib, laugh like hell! ppl look at me like siao. Then go the playgrnd thr play a while ass pain! At 5.45 go hm coz fri 13th and 7th leh... reach hm at 6.15 :) then use com. then saw a vid on fb so sad! a dog saving its owner, i keep imagining i hv a dog then it did that for me, i cried sia... i purposely go watch 1 more time to make myself cry 1 more time. :D siao rite? i know hehe. then share with jy and chel and joyce and ashley. dk they hv cry or nt, but jy cried! my mum and bro no cry so emo de seeet them haha no off. then my dad watch, dk hv cry or nt, i gving everyone watch that vid leh~ wonder they hv cry or nt. :D. today nothing special happened worh, too boring a day. thats all for taday's post bah... i know i long time no post le ps arh too tired leh. then today suddenly hv a little mood. force myself post yi diandian hahas. sry arh...

Thats all for todays post bah :)

By, Onew Lover

today arh, no gd and gd

Today morning no duty, but suddenly hv assembly, done by wkiat. came early to discuss abt chalet with ashley, sk, joyce, marcus, sencia, rachel and me! haizz today lesson only geo and chi. geo go through test, chi write sad compo... then i stuck at the title thr. <<>> write mu, erase, write fu, erase. i dk which one to write, mu scared too short. fu scared to let cher know. then sk ask whether can dun write this kind of topic. then cher start toking abt his childhood, he say his dad is navy, ea yr see him less than 5 times. wheneva they meet, his dad will bring him out, buy shoes, buy clothes, buy things for him, hv lunch and dinner tgt. i hear until here, i cry. i kept comparing his dad with mine, the diff is like, more than 100miles leh... maybe abit of envy. i cried, aft tat i think sk also cry, dint notice too much, i just heard sniffing beside me. then aft tat cher ask me who i closest to me now, i say mum, he ask me write mum then, dun write dad. and as i expected, i wrote only 4/5 pg, i go ask cher for forgiveness, cant write anymore. he forgave me :) he say, nxt time write more can le, then go ava duty, went to 1E3 to 'escort' kjy and esthu. go hall for NDP assembly, then wkiat say we did quite good today. relieved to hear this, coz ytd much worse, i standby inhaler just in case wkiat shout leh ytd. but he dint, surprising lorh... actually hv ava training in aftnoon, last min cancelled, happy and sad, happy coz i veh tired sad coz no training, i dwun go hm. go hm on laptop, then msn, kjy no on. i go dwnstair eat bun and drink teh :O anyway fri dunnid scared slp late. i cried coz of smth ymm said, and im surprised. but aft tat he encouraged me alot. 1st thks to u ymm. i wrote in my compo, tat i wished my dad **** cant say, nt f.u.c.k dun think dirty. just a cheng yu or idiom. 4 words, corrcet mah. then go gm hse slp today, dwun stay at hm, staying hm gimme pressure...

tats all for today, buhbye~

By, Onew Lover(overall nt gd)

haizz

Today morning go duty, chloe and yee min lai le~ then no tok, then morning veh fast set up hao le then chat alot, hyper in the morning but aft poetry slam, 1200pm then start no mood. by 1, haizz sexuality tok~ then go back class ms liau, no assembly! coz of those crap. then ms liau saw sk and ashley and sencia pass notes, actually i think is 'DOMO' bah... then ms liau ask ashley gv her the paper, then ashley gv her she say she saw 2 pieces, force them u gv her another invisible piece... then dun hv she say, 'pass me the class diary' then asthma come. faster inhaler :'O, think coz i scared. ytd also mah scared until asthma, today also lorh... maybe scared cher rec the 3 of them, worried for them, sk and ashley no mood. make wo no mood also. then aft sch, (at 2) then eat lunch, assemble at 1E1 for sc interview, then suddenly sk and ashley start toking everything abt nervous arh~ all those then i lax le. coz see they ok le, then sencia go netball. jiu k le! then nw joyce turn, she say wong wan ting hv sc interview, will go 1E1. dwun her to sit on joyce de chair. joyce ask me put bag at her seat, to book! :D i put kjy de hahas. then interview hv 8 sc!! scared die me. then aft tat actually hv ava duty, frm 3.30 onwards. suddenly cancelled. then say wan sk hse. suddenly joyce and tr dwun go :O. sencia netball ashley dunno go whr, marcus inno, rachel also dunno go whr left only me amanda and sk. amanda and sk sure ply dog derh... then i also dwun go :D actually wan watch the maid, i watch myself sure die haizz~ come back hm headache, lie in bed abt 1hr 30mins dwn thr dwun walk headache arh~ hv fever, smore so hot i think tat y headache. i dwun tell anyone hv fever, i wan go sch, dwun stay at hm. go sch more laxed than at hm. then mum dad and bro go jp, i dwun go coz headache i ask them da pao for me :') then jiu blog and msn lorh, bored mah... hv maths hw, headache cant do haizz copy frm brandon >.o :D

anyways, today overall nt gd, buhbyes~

By, Onew Lover

GOOD DAY, 1st one

Today tell joyce they all the happy thing :) then frm joyce to chel, these 2 to wh, these 3 to sencia, these 4 to sk, these 5 to amanda, then arh haizz! DBT they all then suddenly whole gang know LOL then at recess joyce saw kjy, become damn high then sot diao le LOL then jio her go jp, kjy today look happy, i happy for her :D, can but then ltr joyce they all say dwun go le go sk hse then kjy dwun go :(. go there watch 'the orphanage' scary and touching de. hv ghost. sk hv dog, dog keep lick ashley then scratch her, until ashley hide in kitchen close glass door LOL then i watch scary part damn scared and nervous for the lady, she looking for her son. then scared until asthma come, but i dk why... i go ignore it LOL planning to get inhaler aft show finish, then suddenly all the loud noises frm the show no more, stop le. then my breathing damn loud, no one notice lols then i think ashley wan say 'eh scary sia' coz only we 2 playing attention. everyone playing the dog and runing frm the dog. then she turn saw me breathing damn hard then shout asthma!! then everyone ask whr my inhaler, then coz joyce saw in morning i keep then she know :O wonder tr hv jealous or nt ARH!! hv i die... :( then damn happy, experienced love agn frm best fwens :)/:D. folo rachel hm coz dk hw go hm lols take 98 actually then i go take 240 to jp then 198 back lols waste time. LOVE ALL MY BEST FWENS!!! :D:D:D aft asthma hands shiver like siao sia. then on 240 marvus sae he 1st time see ppl atk =,= ask me alot abt asthma hahas i told him, dint say-u think asthma fun meh? coz i think asthma fun

hahas, Bye

By, Onew Lover(happy)

LOL

LOL today morning wake up 7.30am, lie in bed until 8.30am... :O coz ytd slp so long, then at night cant slp. slp at only 4.30am then wake up 7.30 3 hrs?! cant stay in bed any longer le. wake up uncle ask me ply game with him :O tired lorhs... maple~ then on msn. with rachel and tr. hahas fun leh, force tr say hw he kiss joyce, he said, but i dwun tell hahas, ltr joyce jie kill me! and tr jie fu also hahas, beta warn chel nt to say. cant tell marcus, his mouth arh, make sure whole class know LOL then today found out y kjy sad/sot she scared i like wkiat liddat treat her, coz she say wkiat last time also treat her like this, veh gd. she scared i also tat y act liddat. she say esthu no fwen find her, hv fwen dun care her. ke lian~ lols. then she change back alr then become sherhu de turn sot LOL! then she app off9. sien... joyce on fri on the bus say s4 then kiss, aft tat she say maybe nxt yr, then NXT DAY KISS ALR! LOL!!! funny sia she...~ today i keep thinking, should i change back to my old self? the quiet me. i think yes. quiet then nobody will know wat i thinking, i can do nth except laugh or smile :) last time i liddat derh mah~ until whole ava say i quiet! diaozzz i nt quiet, is dun like tok. unless i high then can tok alot lorh hahas. but nw hard to high le low low low all the way, then everytime see tr he will know... unless he veh tired? no time read emotions hahas

thats all bah, bye

By, Onew Lover(no special feelings)

bad day

Today go polyclinic, get inhaler, happy coz maybe hv asthma. hv asthma means hv chance to die or faint... hope when i sad will faint, fainting helps by chasing my worries away frm me temporary at least i can hv peace for a while. then forced to go swimming, i dwun go my bro cry. stupid rite coz dad purposely say everyone must go tgt. i damn tired. proven by slping frm 3+ to 9 u all believe now i tired? no rite b4 i slp. i slp so long then all believe. wake up hv 6 sms 2 kjy 3 sherhui 1 mf. sherhui worry kjy, kjy damn worrying, my best fwen, gan, confidant and alot more, she changed alot recently. frm mon i think. i dk why. she insist she nvr change she say liddat, hw i help her? then i tried, changing back to 5mths ago, no troubles only new to hyss, then acci pissed joyce and tr back. SRY! today dad scold me, coz i tell mum eat more chicken and duck, hv iron, then he say, chicken nt red meat is white meat, i though he jking coz i thought he means that chicken de meat white so not red meat, then i say i toking seriously then he scold me. haizz... today arh, feel like bang wall die. anyone can help me? at least make me faint mah. cannot de hua dun try. waste my effort u hv to make sure u hv the means to make me faint dun hv u dun do anything. dun hao lian, in other words thks. skipping dinner today, take my worries and troubles away by going hungry, gd method? agreed. alot ppl worry for me recently, thks everyone, really grateful to u all.

SENCIA, JOYCE, TER REN, RACHEL, SK, ASHLEY, KJY, WH,SHERHUI and many more to go... thks all these ppl, dun claim credit if ur name nt here, maybe ur name is in the 'and many more to go' slot. really love all these ppl. true words-rather be with them than with my family. dun say fwens dun care, these are nt fwens, they are confidants PLUS fwens. and can be great counsellors too. but hv to depend on whether u wan them to counsel u, they are veh gd ppl. they care and concern, they dun gv trouble. family do care and concern. but there are more troubles with family than with all these ppl. ytd sports extravaganza, asthma come, everyone tried to help, rachel joyce and wh, joyce lemme her water, rachel taught me ways to deal with asthma, wh showed alot concern, really. love them... last point-stay happy when with me, dun hv to feel sad abt making me sad, make me sad u happy i dun mind, hope everyone arnd me happy. i sad doesn't really matter anymore

Bye

By, Onew Lover (happy,sad)

woot... and boo

haiz, today sports extravaganza-maybe wrong? i dc. today raining, then shoes damn muddy. then go jp! going jp rain get bigger. with wei hong rachel and joyce :D at bus stop asthma come =,= then coz rachel also hv asthma last time then she say dun breathe big breaths only slowly, i drink joyce water. forgot bring mine then cool dwn by breathing slowly, thks rachel! :'D and joyce! for ur water :'D. actually weihong noticed me 1st.. :'O lucky? hahas i nvr say out derhs... then go jp, meet tr at kfc :) then wan go movie then wh suddenly say dwun coz hv tr he shy... shyt him! hahas then go movies buy ticket, ea 6.50 all take $10 out then me and tr go, coz tr say he wan me hlp him communicate in chi ;'O in case. then watch lao niu chi nen chao, funny, but sad. then my coke, bigbig cup! then cant finishe go out then drink, cinema cold! i shiver, then sencia mei and rachel saw keep asking i ok mah? thks for ur concern :') aft tat go macdonald, i buy milo but drink veh less then left half cup throw away coz kjy tell me cant drink cold b4 frm nw onwards avoid cold drinks :'D then suddenly emo, tr sms me, concern :'D then lunch eat sushi :'D only 2.50 1 whole pack :'D then full. then come back at 4.30pm take 198 :'D nxt time can go jp lerhs!! with best fwens! know hw come back lerh yays! :'D grats me today mood quite gd hahas thks chel,joyce,tr,wh and all showed me concern, really grateful

buh bye~

By, Onew Lover(hahas cheer up everyone)

Guai

Today morning duty, esthu sae kjy like me, say until veh jia lat. i think kjy affected, nt totally also sure hv abit de mah, then kjy suddenly emo, suddenly happy, suddenly emo, suddenly happy. i scared for her. then playing bb suddenly cry, tears just roll dwn. cant imagine, play game also cry u think serious? maybe... at 1st i thought, crying for no reason. then analyse the reasons-i worried for my parents, myself and kjy weird. then so scary, suddenly kjy chat me. she use the sot tone chat me then i siao liao just cry over nth. maybe coz she my best fren. see her liddat i scared. starting to hate esthu's mouth. seriously being me hv no point. u be me for 1 day u wun wan to continue u think? who wan be me siao de. crying suddenly, asthma, stress-full u think? die beta rite? beta not to exist. i lock dr, parents do their own thing, knock for wad? for my bro, 2 reasons bring him for dinner and for him to put his bag in the rm stupid. i wan say all bad words, but only for venting anger, pointless. elvin suck elvin suck elvin suck elvin suck hv stupid disease, dk wad

bye

By, Onew Lover (crying suddenly)

stupid day

stupid sia! today need learn make blog, for lit derhs.... then i open new tab in com lab, go to this blog CANT SIA!! cher sae only can my new blog wtf! knn. my own blog also cant go in, in a blog lesson, wad logic lai derhs... then she say wan chase me out, stupid sia... LOL today become kjy de gan kor (instead of gan jiu :'D) hahas, gan jiu older than gan kor lorhs... then actually she jie, den dwun coz she say too old Oo? today swimming lesson, haven buy new suit/costume/trunk cant swim, forgot bring towel also lehs.... then fitri asthma come, Oo?! then all ppl ask me for inhaler... i dun hv! nvr see doctor also lorh hw hv inhaler, smore mine is only light asthma no need inhaler :D but i only SUSPECT i hv asthma horh, dun hv dun blame me... coz scared mah, suddenly breathless u wun scared mehs... especially when duty, 95% come de lorhs... diaozz. i hate the new blog, it indirectly insulted this blog wtf, at s3 i del that blog (coz no more lit :D) hahas no need lit de blog lerhs hehe, w8 need cai cre8 another blog mah waste on lit for wat sia wasting my time, money and energy. :'O haiyo... today headache, damn hungry. left $2, $1 on sandwich. another $ - that time absailing joyce saw me drink green tea, she say wan :D but that day she you dwun, so i owe her 1st. today last $ gib her green tea lorhs... gd rite? :D lols, only she dk i go hungry bcoz of her green tea :( / :O lols! diao today sk sae my emo time hv schedule LOL dao 11.30am jiu will automatic emo, coz ytd also start at 11.30am. eh today veh gd lerhs... whole morning trying to fake laugh... if nt whr can immediately stop? if i really laugh wan stop also cant larh.... fake laugh can immediately stop de, no need do anything to stop myself from laughing. :(

a day i dun like

today morning duty, then say separate, combine, separate, combine we do ISH le then last min sae combine =,= then too many ppl-jiu go ctrl rm, cant go in ltr cher see alot ppl scold. we all stay outside of ctrl rm. suddenly asthma come... coz no moving air. then veh chan... then wkiat notice!! he ask me wan go toilet or not... :( then i say no :O then frm morning until recess, normal at class keep laughing lorhs... while laughing wan stop jiu think of the unhappy things. wlll immediately stop de. then aft recess poetry slam still ok. wrote a poem then until 12pm. 12pm eng. start no mood lerhs... then aft eng PCCG mah, malay cher relief us coz ms liau i think mei you kong. then frm 12pm to 1pm i emo... seriously emo nt toking for 1hr..... alot ppl ask y, i feel veh bad by ignoring them, but seriously no mood. ps arh people... : joyce jie and sk encouraged me alot thks u 2 :') aft sch go hm, thought mood ok le then, bathed, mum called say dad de thing, make me moodless. fuck that slut jibai knn... pardon me those words<<<

read le jiu suan, dun tok abt it

By, Onew Lover(im faithful to onew)

Tis day suck

lols today morning actually supposed wake up 6.30am coz no duty. then joyce sms me at 6 hahas lucky arh if nt ava duty today jiu fail le coz team A nt enough ppl. only zac, coz el banned frm duty and esther sit in canteen chat with kjy lols... then i reach sch at 6.30am :D coz of joyce (wo de jie) then pulled to duty by zac, then become 4 ppl coz kjy pulled to duty by esther. lols todae esther de duty then she nvr wrk, kjy do laptop all the way then esther look at her do laptop all the way. i sae kjy do more than esther leh, smore today is team A de duty, i hv maths hw haven do... at class leh then pulled by zac go duty, lucky joyce help me do :') if nt die hahas thks joyce jie :'D. lols today kjy leave wkiat and esther go hm tgt then she go kfc with fwens dwun zhuo ddldddp (da da li de dian deng pao). today OE do absailing. suddenly emo aft come dwn. Sk come dwn she scared then joyce and rachel help calm her dwn. i dk wad happened, i walk over tio stared by joyce :( damn scary. lols today arh no mood.... at mr chong class tio looked at like siao lang laughing like sot de :'O at class laughing halfway, all i can do to stop is think of the sad things that happened on fri. my uncle also angry sia, he go gm hse keep toking abt it to his siblings (my aunt and uncles) then they also angry, i so pissed of. as i said, i dare knife anyone who hurt ppl i love.

Overall today, sucks

By, Onew Lover

This day, read :D

today woke up at 12pm sia!! then mum come rm chat with me, abt my dad playboy.... until abt 1pm then go bathe then eat, AFT EATING uncle came hm then tok to mum abt that matter, veh long, they speak in hokkien, i can understand - not to let my brother understand wat they were saying, he too young liao. then aft that mum show me the girl's photo on fb WTF she damn ugly damn fat and teeth not properly connected, damn ugly my dad no taste sia he ytd shouted at my mum... sad. lucky uncle at hm if nt dad sure do smth bad de... coz he saw my mum chatting with her fren abt my dad then my dad angry coz she tell other ppl abt this matter. then my mum sign out frm msn, then my dad forced her to sign in agn... coz i using com inside rm mah then i can see her on9... she gave in... seriously saying. if my dad did smth bad, abuse i can even take out knife, if he dare abuse i dare kill believe? no rite from my appearance. whoeva did bad to my mum, he damn dead seriously, even if just stranger, did anyth to my mum he so dead i heckcare he who just slash him lah. thats if he abused or hurt my mum. well nobody will believe me until it really happened. i dk hw show love. people keep saying i dont show concern to ppl arnd me, in fact i do, just that nobody noticed they are being concerned by me. and they dk hw to appreciate until smth happens. i can say i dare kill if anyone hurt my mum, ANYONE including my dad

bye, dwun tok too much abt this

By, Onew Lover (sad day) :(

WALIAO EH FK THIS DAY

WTF today go the temasek poly thingy at tampines!!! go there 45mins come back 45mins wtf larh. start at 2++ end at 5++!!! then super hungry!! still need wait reach sch. at 6.15pm!! on the bus, i wan listen ipod then so called snatching with esthu then she angry =,= then scarly tell wkiat LOL!! damn hungry on the bus, Lois sit beside me chitty chatty sia wan try slp to numb the hungry feeling also cannot =,= then hungry all the way to hm sia, walking hm that time Lois still eat sandwich in front of me!! and kjy also drink 100 plus =,= I TRYING NOT TO LOOK AT THEM SIA damn hungry almost fainted... bet nobody knew it that time :(. go tampines also USELESS arh HYSS also no compete siao arh?! wasting time, rather go Ava sia wtf la come back hm nobody at hm, gobble dwn the whole packet of potato chip... =,= still hungry dun dare cook scared mum bring food come back zz phone no bat cant listen songs also wtf? unlucky rite? rather slp the day away larh. seriously fk this day. smth bad happened at hm, too private to be written in blog...

BYEBYE LA damn angry today, shyt this day

By, Onew Lover

LOL read

WTF TODAY MORNING RAINING!!! then hv to take bus to sch recah at 6.30 sia so early!!! stupid bus come so early. then sms kjy she just wake up haha!! actually fake de larh hahas. LOL today ava duty, esther lai calefare. THEN SAY PEI KJY LOL. esthu ask wkiat can go toilet or not, wtf! look like waiting wkiat go toilet with her sia.... LOL mf got left in the ISH to 'take care' of the things. Ee lok come find us then bei gan zhou by wkiat LOL say todae not his duty ask him go back class LOLOLOL HAHA!!! NICE ONE WKIAT. then el say wan quit ava then tio challenged by wkiat: quit la quit la!! LOL then wkiat ask me find ppl to join ava :(. i tried looking for Lois then she say dwun =,= coz she wan go infocomm the competition USELESS LARH!!! hv 3 s1 need 4 then she say if quit will sabo dao ppl =,=. LOL today esther arh aiya.... dwun say la say liao jiu fan nao duo duo she arh... AIYA FORGET IT. LOL today all come so late, i cant believe ppl come early i late ppl late i early wtf right? wkiat say s2 nt paying attention during duty - mistake. horhhorh s2 must jia yous!! actually s1 also larh horh LOL diaozz.

Thats all for today's post, buhbye~

By, Onew Lover :D

OMG LUCIFER MV OUT

OMGOMGOMG!!! I FOUND OUT TODAY LUCIFER(BY SHINEE) OUT SIA!! ashley send me the mv coz she download, but my phone cant play AWW!!! then i watch the vid when i reached hm gd arh!!! all dances move rock! LOL today PE so sien do sit-up and sit and reach diao sit up - 50 wtf? mf counter i not counting i dk real or not =,= then sit and reach 34 wtf!!! so low. B4 PE joyce gimme her phone ask me take care LOL coz she need run hahas, acci dop sia........ lucky she dun guai me hahas she say nvm coz new phone, wun spoil so ezily LOL i sms with her in class sia, for nth coz our sms free unlimited, wasting M1's money HAHA sms crap to ea other =,= then jiu go hm aft PE =,= come hm do lit - why is 13 an unlucky no. ZZZ lame leh liddat also must research diaoss larh!!
Thats all for today, zaijian

By, Onew Lover

Woot! alot time for games todae

LOL todae cousins all go their gm hse, left my bro and me in my gm hse, 2 coms 1 for each :) *happy* wa whole afternoon maple sia, until sien. maple slacking also can 3 lvls =,= noob right? nvm dun wan tok abt maple so sien de game. then i play maple that time, kjy and wkiat chat me, dint see!!! so long ltr then i saw the chat sia. then chat a while they gtg le =,=. my aunt bring cousins go their gm hse eat, bring maid also!! no one cook at hm bored! then hungry :( she say she will da bao for us. then suddenly wkiat chat me :) finally some one to chat with, a while ltr. JIU GTG, arh!!!
Thats all le, todae also nth happened de lorhs sien si wo arh!

By, Onew Lover

miserable day :(

Today laid in bed very long!!! felt like hrs, actually only mins =,= then woke up at 10, quite early :(. Com hv prob cannot open elearning file *angry*then try go gm hse STILL CANNOT!!! cannot see chinese words =,= ~~~ then jiu play games a while - maple, fb diao! bored zzz then headache =,= wa!!! here hv 2 ppl fever (cant say who) then i also headache wan slp sia!!! then cant slp =,= wa today i use so many =,=, =,=!! zzz~~ then lyris bro also fever, wa making fever squad =,= diao! And crabby patty also tio fever, 39.4 (patricia) zzz i scared sia, LOL hope i also tio but dun so serious can le dunnid go doctor de those kind of fever, absent from sch jiu gou le :)

By, Onew Lover

wah another boring day

todae, woke up quite late, coz last time slept later... anyways, wake up early also nth to do de coz most of work completed? LOL diao sia... i wake up jiu on msn lorh then see who on9, alot! but no one chat de... only kjy :O then she also finished her e learning so we both nth to do EEK!!! sian si wo le... diao! today tuition at night, fun! coz cher discussed ans b4 we finished our ws. then play lame game - hangman wtf! then 30mins over there only look =,= so boring, rather faster go home use com. LOL today mf, wkang, wkiat no on9 sia bored si. they on9 at least can chat~...
Diao SUPER boring de lorh. dwun another day of this anymore. at least smth to do?!
anyways today also nth happened de larh. kk stop here :)

By, Onew Lover :)

Boring day, u wun wan to read

Today is the second day of elearning. wah!! super bored arh!! i completed most of my works ytd alr(mon) today, on computer also nth to do wtf sia.... so i only chat on msn with some frens, wkiat and jiayin. nth special happened todae.... too boring liao larh! absolutely nth to do. i went to fb see see then a while jiu come out le... wtf so boring sia. i chatted on msn with jia yin til veh late, abt 11 then she jiu gtg liao.

Thats all for today's post, zai jian

By, Onew Lover