sad recently... :'(

Recently lost all my frens... Why? i totally dk anyth until they make everything obvious then i realised they all hating me... a while aft they hate me, i kept thinking that it was cuz of my cutting thing. Then realised its not, ppl arnd me tell me diff stories i dk how to change to make everything turn for the beta... really depressed at first when i found out my frens who console me, treat me as gd fren(maybe not now) i recall all the times i had wif them. Go jp also wan cry out loud le, saw that sk and chel removed me from their fb siblings... so hurt... :'( ppl tell me is cuz of my attitude, then another person say is cuz i tiao bo li jian, then ppl tell me is cuz i too action, i dk which one to work on, tiao bo li jian i dun even know whether i hv anot, maybe to me dun hv to them actually they thinking i wan spoil their relationship... my attitude is always say shit u...? i stopped for a long time alr... tired of it. i too action, may be bah... im sorry, will try and change de... sry i hv dissappointed u all, thks for the time u gave me and the things u taught me.

1) How to top up ez link card

2) How to go to jp(was a mountain tortoise last time)

3) Helped me on my homework ALOT!!!

4) Cheered me up until i got over the things that happened.

5) How to be independant

6) Taught me to be naughtier a bit(beta than being a geek/gig)

7) Listen to me when im down...

8) Willing to teach me with patience when i dont know anything

9) Told me wad to do when im at a lost...

10) Became a more happy person.

Easily came out wif 10... Hope u all can gv me 1 more chance, i cant afford to lose u all :'( at first i thought that it was impossible for u all to hate me overnight, i think is cuz u all hv not been very happy wif me for some time alr, just enduring, rite? I know... sry sry sry i truely realised my mistake, pls forgive me... :'( cried while posting. If u all think that ur life will be beta without me i understand... at most i'll just go, get out of ur sight. Wad matters is u'll are happy... :') Hope that chance in ur hands will come to me soon... :( will be anticipating its arrival...

Today rain a bit, we stay back to study in the canteen, jy esther and me~ then stay until 3++ wait for 1e3ians to come out from their remedial, then wkiat say many many things to esther, which make my hair stand :O then aft that 940 hannah jy and me go bbt shop, hannah buy bbt oreo chocolate!! ltr fat fat. 940 wan try i tell her dun cuz ltr fat fat lol. then 940 try the machine, 1 time mine alr!! then she fail haiz... bhb lol. then aft that walk to jy busstop wif her. play rain at thr, then i listen earpiece jy take my phone, then she pull me in. cnt play rain... :(/:) :( cuz cnt play rain :) cuz jy care~ :D. how i wish the 99 / 185horh, come later, come so fast!! barely 5min come take her away frm me... :( then walk home in the rain~ keep think of jy~ so faithful horh~? i dont think so. :(

Luv u all,

Elvin

By Onew Lover