Omg...

Today wake up 8.20am... why so early siak i ytd slp at 12 leh... late horh? i know :P then i wake up use com, msn and game. :) then someone attempt to force a secret outta me, i cnt say who cuz... jiu shi dwun tell :P~ force until veh chan but i nvr say, will affect alot ppl... normally i early say out le... then went to jp wif tr, meet at 1.30, i 1 go busstop then reach at abt 1.15. i tap out my card left 0.95!!! then we stay until 5. go lib entrance wait for my mum cuz she say wan gimme money to top up my brother's and my card. then tr wait wif me for her, then i go in car that time mum toking on phone, abt dad matters agn... sad... she say that my dad say to hre THIS AFTERNOON that she can find other man but cnt bring them home, wad crap is this... cuz he hv woman, then he smore tell my mum that he and the slut breakup luhh. then obviously haven rite? my dad nt those kind of 'GOOD SAMARITAN' pui! he go die beta. then today my mum gng out wif her frens, kinda gd cuz she gets to relax and nt feel so tensed up. then reach my gm hse that time only uncle brother playing com, cousins hving tuition, sian then blog lorh... my life veh 'exciting' horh, i know... exciting until i cnt take it wanna just collapse and die. the world would be a beta place without me. today go jp walk on certain pathways still think of them... miss them so much? think so... :'(

By, Jia Yin Lover

sad recently... :'(

Recently lost all my frens... Why? i totally dk anyth until they make everything obvious then i realised they all hating me... a while aft they hate me, i kept thinking that it was cuz of my cutting thing. Then realised its not, ppl arnd me tell me diff stories i dk how to change to make everything turn for the beta... really depressed at first when i found out my frens who console me, treat me as gd fren(maybe not now) i recall all the times i had wif them. Go jp also wan cry out loud le, saw that sk and chel removed me from their fb siblings... so hurt... :'( ppl tell me is cuz of my attitude, then another person say is cuz i tiao bo li jian, then ppl tell me is cuz i too action, i dk which one to work on, tiao bo li jian i dun even know whether i hv anot, maybe to me dun hv to them actually they thinking i wan spoil their relationship... my attitude is always say shit u...? i stopped for a long time alr... tired of it. i too action, may be bah... im sorry, will try and change de... sry i hv dissappointed u all, thks for the time u gave me and the things u taught me.

1) How to top up ez link card

2) How to go to jp(was a mountain tortoise last time)

3) Helped me on my homework ALOT!!!

4) Cheered me up until i got over the things that happened.

5) How to be independant

6) Taught me to be naughtier a bit(beta than being a geek/gig)

7) Listen to me when im down...

8) Willing to teach me with patience when i dont know anything

9) Told me wad to do when im at a lost...

10) Became a more happy person.

Easily came out wif 10... Hope u all can gv me 1 more chance, i cant afford to lose u all :'( at first i thought that it was impossible for u all to hate me overnight, i think is cuz u all hv not been very happy wif me for some time alr, just enduring, rite? I know... sry sry sry i truely realised my mistake, pls forgive me... :'( cried while posting. If u all think that ur life will be beta without me i understand... at most i'll just go, get out of ur sight. Wad matters is u'll are happy... :') Hope that chance in ur hands will come to me soon... :( will be anticipating its arrival...

Today rain a bit, we stay back to study in the canteen, jy esther and me~ then stay until 3++ wait for 1e3ians to come out from their remedial, then wkiat say many many things to esther, which make my hair stand :O then aft that 940 hannah jy and me go bbt shop, hannah buy bbt oreo chocolate!! ltr fat fat. 940 wan try i tell her dun cuz ltr fat fat lol. then 940 try the machine, 1 time mine alr!! then she fail haiz... bhb lol. then aft that walk to jy busstop wif her. play rain at thr, then i listen earpiece jy take my phone, then she pull me in. cnt play rain... :(/:) :( cuz cnt play rain :) cuz jy care~ :D. how i wish the 99 / 185horh, come later, come so fast!! barely 5min come take her away frm me... :( then walk home in the rain~ keep think of jy~ so faithful horh~? i dont think so. :(

Luv u all,

Elvin

By Onew Lover